Saturday, November 27, 2010

epik high.

so i had my little vocal competition/audition whatevz (i didn't even care enough about it..)
and obviously, being completely unprepared,
having a vocal breakdown for a week for God-knows-what-reason,
and procrastinating and didn't think it was a big thing until i got there,
it was an epic fail.

first of all, i thought it was gonna be like an sm audition,
go to some room, sing, go home, and they call you etc.
but no, it was on stage, in the middle of a mall, with an audience.
YAY !

like i didn't even get dressed properly cuz like in an audition
you shouldn't overdress and have make-up right ?
so i fully went there with sweats (i had jeans underneath, thank god),
boyfriend shirts (i tied the bottom so it looked.. better..), and a
naked face (thank god i just so happened to have left my make-up in my bag).
and uh, suddenly, i had an audience. not good

so obviously i panicked and did. horrible. HORRIBLE. HOR. RI. BLE. lol
but whatever, i still got into this so-called "round-two".
and like my vocal teacher (ya, the same crazy one from my other blog)
keeps making me sing Celine Dion and all these hard songs.
when i obviously have trouble with. I can only pull it off about 98% on a good day.
and this week was just BAD. and i couldn't sing anything.
and he made me sing TO LOVE YOU MORE. TO LOVE YOU MORE.
like ... im just flabbergasted.

LOL well anyways, the aftermath was that the "judges" critiqued and gave advice.
  • choose a suitable song (ahem) within your range, so even if you get nervous, you don't lose it
  • dont be nervous (cuz thats so easy to do)
  • practise
  • use the stage, dont just stand there.

So i'm trying to look for a song for me right now. well at least i learned something.
I'm looking for a suitable song to sing now.. hmm..

-slow motion : karina pasian

Strength & Love

i realized that "strong" is a very hard word to achieve.
and it takes a lot of time and... just.. time.
but i also found out today, that im not alone and discarded.

i think this is a good start. but the important things is:
i can start now and i can see where i need to go now.
i love you.. thank you.. [minyi]

-dear. mom : snsd (8)

Friday, November 26, 2010

"I wanna be up there so bad."

I saw Burlesque today. It was utterly, spectacularly amazing.
Christina Aguilera is absolutely, breathtakingly outstanding.
It made me cry, i really look up to her. and i really wish I could sing like her.
She and the movie was such an inspiration. I will work harder.

-last of me : cher (8)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

la scieeence.

i just had a dream earlier on that i was being disected by a rapist.
but luckily jaejoong and some other hotty (luka?) came and rescued me.
and there was this gruesome scene were my intestines were in sea of blood in the bathtub.
obvs, i woke up after that.

i wonder if its cuz -dee/ef- said earlier how she disected a grasshopper in bio.
so glad i dont take science aha..